STRESS!!!!

So I don't think I could get anymore stressed then I am right now. I haven't been able to talk to Bill as much as I used to which makes me sad. But I understand that he is busy and needs to keep his head on track. I just can't wait till July, I can't wait for him to just hug me and hold me. I just can't wait for all the little things people take for granite. I miss him so much...

It is official I am now the state leader for Operation America Rising. Which is a HUGE undertaking! But I just need to make sure that this happens and if that means a bit of added stress for me, then so be it! We have almost got the venue set and once we have then set we should be just fine in everything. Once the venue is set I should be able to delegate more things down to my 7 volunteers and lighten the load from me.

I have been so busy at work! Which is weird, but when I finally have work I have NO motivation at all to do it. So it takes me like 4 hours to do something when is should only take me like 2 hours. Not good... But I'll just blame it on the depression!

I have a therapy appointment on Monday, and then a doctor's appointment on Tuesday. I need to get my dosage of Prozac changed and then I am going to talk to him about me back pains. I just can't handle it anymore. And then Tuesday night I have volleyball, which should be fun. Then no other plans for the week. I will be going to Yuma for Memorial Day weekend. It's Jace's 2ND Birthday! I can't miss that!

OK well I have a million and one things to do right now between work and OAR(Operation America Rising)