Hairspray

So Hairspray rocked my world! I loved it! I can't wait to get it on DVD. I am just glad that they are coming out with musicals in this day and age. So everyone needs to see it!

Can it be too good to be true?

So I think it is offical, I am moving in with Becky and her 2 kids! I am excited... and nervous. This could go either way, it could work great and I could develope this awesome bond with my sister in-law and nieces, or it could be a disaster and ruin our relationship forever... hun... scary.

Anywho! We submitted our paperwork yesturday so we will know if we get apprroved by the end of today or early tomorrow. I ran my credit scores at work cause I am cool like and have access to those programs... anywho... well to say the least for a 19 yro girl I am damn proud of them! Now I just have to keep them high and maybe get a few cards paid off and I should be sitting REALLY pretty for my life.

The apartment we are looking into is at 19th Ave and Bell Rd. It's called Bell Cove, and it's under new management so they are revamping EVERYTHING! They kicked out all of their tendents and are screening them to make sure they are the best apt complex int he area. They only have 50 out of 200 apts open right now, they are remodeling the rest of them. I am really excited about this place. It just felt like home and we felt welcome. The apt that we would be getting it a 2 bedroom and 2 bathroom at 935 Sq. ft. We have our own full size washer and dryer that come in the unit. And outside the unit that we would be getting is 2 big lawns that are covered in big nice trees with tons of shade. So thats perfect for the kids to go and play.



I am REALLY excited about this, and I can just hope for the best.

Just a little something!

So I ran across this convo that I saved from a while back... I thought it was cute and sweet... so I decided to share! Enjoy...

ShizzamG= ME!
andersman04= Bill!



ShizzamG (12:29:20 pm): so are you glad to be back in taji?

andersman04 (12:29:37 pm): yeah I got it made

ShizzamG (12:29:45 pm): haha why is that?

andersman04 (12:30:51 pm): I work day shift, me and two females, and go to dinner with Brooke, Gomez, Ibarra, Hooks, LT. Tomas, and Rivera.

andersman04 (12:30:54 pm): all females

andersman04 (12:30:58 pm): I’m a pimp

ShizzamG (12:31:08 pm): haha nice

ShizzamG (12:31:13 pm): should I be jealous

andersman04 (12:31:32 pm): yeah but they don’t come near to matching you

andersman04 (12:31:39 pm): they are like my sisters

ShizzamG (12:31:42 pm): awww honey

andersman04 (12:31:44 pm): you are my love

andersman04 (12:32:20 pm): I would be the stupidest person in the world to screw up what I got

ShizzamG (12:32:32 pm): I love you so much

andersman04 (12:32:48 pm): I love you too

Michael Buble is my life! (haha!)

Dear Lord Chelle and I saw Michael Buble in concert last night and I don't think I can express just how awesome he is live. He is so funny and just loves to goof around. He gets so into his music and you can really tell he just loves what he does. I found this clip and this just explains what he is like throughout his whole concert!

I Blame Chelle!

So I went to see Harry Potter last night... so good! I really liked it, I didn't read the book but oh well! I LOVE the movies!

Seeing the midnight showing then proceeded to make me late for work... about 30 mins late to be exact. Haha! So I have 3 alarms on my phone one is set for 6am and one is set for 630am and then one is set for 700am. When the 600am one goes off that means I need to get up and take a shower... (I turned it off this morning...) And then when the 630am one goes off that means I need be done with my shower and hair(Slept through that one...) THEN when the 700am one goes off I need to be out the door(When that one went off I thought it was the 600am on so i went back to sleep for 30 more mins till my sister came in and said, "Are you going to work today?") Awesome! So ya I was 30 mins late to work... oh well!

Life must go on...

I cannot seem to get back in the groove of things... I am trying to. I know once I get back in the swing of things time will fly. But here's the problem I don't want to. I kinda feel that but moving on and continuing with my life without Bill it's like I am erasing him. I don't know I think I'm just crazy but it's how I feel. I miss him...

Gone... again

Well he is gone... again. I am already in pieces and can't wait for him to hold me again. I know we are in the home stretch here but I just don't to feel alone anymore. I need him by my side to make me whole. I need him here to get me through the hard times. I need him here to make me laugh when all I wanna do is cry. I need him here to love me.

This leave has been a whirlwind of emotions. We have gone from complete bliss to screaming at each other, but in the end we both come out ok and loving each other more. During this time apart we have both grown so much and all for the better. It was very obvious, but this is what I love about us being so young and so in love. We get to grow up together, we get to learn new things together and experience them together.

My heart and soul is just in pieces right now. This goodbye was much, much, MUCH worse then the first one, for both of us. But we get through it and stay strong. I know that I have to stay strong for Bill and for me.

Bill should be returning home for good (or at least for this deployment) sometime around January. So that will be nice. He will have a month of R&R here in Phoenix, then back to Texas. We are not really sure from there where we will end up. But that's all fun in games for the Army.

So ya... please keep Bill and I in your prayers and pray for a safe return from Iraq. And pray for me to keep it together long enough for him to return safely.

I just want to leave you with this prayer that is close to my heart.

Give me the greatness of heart to see,
The difference between duty and his love for me.
Give me the understanding so that I may know
When duty calls him, he must go.
Give me a task to do each day,
To fill the time while he is away.
When he's in a foreign land,
Keep him safe in your loving hand.
And Lord, when duty is in the field,
Please protect him and be his shield.
And Lord, when deployment is so long,
Please stay with me and keep me strong.